Saturday Update.

[bettierocker]

I haven't posted to my personal journal yet and thought I should do so.

I found an old LJ that I had 6 years ago when I was doing so well with losing weight.  I was almost 60 pounds lighter than I am now.  I was doing so good.  I read through the journal and so many memories came flooding back to me.  I remembered what I did to lose those pounds,

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[bemystrength]

Hey Bettie, thanks so much for the post on my journal entry. I was feeling pretty shitty. My scales are screwing with me today too. Chopping and changing from 85.2kg to 86.0kg. I guess I can't be angry with the higher one though cos I ate a fair bit cos once again friends wanted us to come around for tea.
After I wrote that entry yesterday though I made myself a thinspo playlist and its awesome. Plus it kept me occupied for several hours haha.
Yeah I also find that if you try to lose weight for anyone but yourself, you'll fail. I tried to lose weight for ages cos my dad said I was too fat and would die of a heart attack before I was 30 if I didnt do something. His exact words. Prick. And all I ended up doing was putting on more weight because I'd try and then get so depressed that I was so obviously fat to everyone I knew.
So do it for you. Do it so you can be beautiful and be a girl and look pretty. I'm doing it so I don't get the urge to grossly disfigure every girl I see in short shorts.....lol.
Good luck babe. You can do it. We both can.
<3