Mar 17, 2005 17:39
15 years ago today my dad died. I hate this day. I wish I could just make this day never happen. I wish I could just go to sleep on the 16th and wake up and have it be the 18th. I miss my dad more than anything. I can't help but wonder where I would be now if he were still alive.Especially since i am graduating this year, I wish he was here to be proud of me and see me walk. I wish he was here to yell at me after I turn 18 and try the whole "I'm an adult" line when I get into trouble. I wish he was here to kick my ass because my grades aren't good enough. I wish he were here to get drunk off my ass with me after Prom. I just wish he was here to see what an amazing young woman his baby girl is turning out to be.