Jan 03, 2006 21:08
Well, so it begins, 2006. Will the year be better? I hope so. I think i'm gonna try to be more positive this year...maybe Sam T is right, I just look too far into negative aspects of anything I do, and always miss out on the good things.
So, I ended 2005 finishing up an awful story with Joshua Gross. I know you are all so happy him and I are no longer talking, and let me tell you, I am too. I really thought Josh grew up, but he didn't. The best part of ALL of this is that he thinks I'm upset about what happend..when really, I was just so lonely that it sucked and I was just pushing for something I didn't even believe in. Oh well, shit happens. I'm over it, over him, and over the entire friendship. :o)
I went on a roadtrip with Sara Ostrosky. Best time i've had in SUCH a long time. She's growing up so fast, it's insane. I'm glad her and I have become so close.
Started off the new year with a new boy in the picture. But this year, things will be different. I'm not bouncing from boy to boy anymore. If I turn out single for a while, oh well. I'm going to Israel this summer, so if things don't work out for me and Robert, there is always something to look forward to.
This year things will be much more different, I promise. I think it's time for me to really start busting my ass in school. Especially if I want to make it to UT. Think I can make it? Yeah, too bad I don't care what you think...because I KNOW I can.
Djona has finally come back home, and i've been spending almost every day with her. Can I just tell you that my life is officially complete. Well, it will be Feb. 14th. Because then my Laureen will be back home, and then I will finally be the happiest person alive.
I miss you Laureen!!!
Off to San Antonio on Friday, for good. I doubt i'll be back in Houston any time soon, except for the Hillel trip. So yeah, it's been fun. I love you kids. Be good, be safe. Happy New Year!