You can only be happy for so long...
Been a while since I updated this thing...
Well, the first semester is done and over with...and i've been thinking back to this year and I realized how much stupid shit I've done and how I really wasted my time on meaningless things. I guess you can say i've gotten everything out of my system.
I'm such a typical girl...all lovey dovey and sappy. Josh, everyone who knows who Josh is...well, he came home from Israel...and we got into a huge fight before he came home. Well, I ended up seeing him anyway, because no matter what..I can't stay away from the guy. Well, it finally happend...after 5 years of talking, we finally made a move. Now we have no idea where to go...he's leaving for Israel in a month, and I wont see him again till the summer. I love him, I really do...I just don't get it. If he really cares about me, no matter how much he wants to get laid, shouldn't he get over it and want to be with me? I mean...I guess he doesn't care about me that much if he can't get over it. I'm willing to be with him and not make distance an issue...but I guess he's not. I guess now that we've kissed and all...it will be easier to get over him, not that I want to. But, if I have to...I will...
Love sucks. Where do I go from here?
Well, the first semester is done and over with...and i've been thinking back to this year and I realized how much stupid shit I've done and how I really wasted my time on meaningless things. I guess you can say i've gotten everything out of my system.
I'm such a typical girl...all lovey dovey and sappy. Josh, everyone who knows who Josh is...well, he came home from Israel...and we got into a huge fight before he came home. Well, I ended up seeing him anyway, because no matter what..I can't stay away from the guy. Well, it finally happend...after 5 years of talking, we finally made a move. Now we have no idea where to go...he's leaving for Israel in a month, and I wont see him again till the summer. I love him, I really do...I just don't get it. If he really cares about me, no matter how much he wants to get laid, shouldn't he get over it and want to be with me? I mean...I guess he doesn't care about me that much if he can't get over it. I'm willing to be with him and not make distance an issue...but I guess he's not. I guess now that we've kissed and all...it will be easier to get over him, not that I want to. But, if I have to...I will...
Love sucks. Where do I go from here?