I dunno what the answer is either. I think that's the most frustrating part. If I knew what had to be done I would have a goal to work towards. I feel like my expectations aren't that high, but obviously they are or they would be more easily attainable. I have a new job that has potential provided I don't end up hating it. We'll see, I'm trying something different. When my roommate moves out I don't think I'll get another one. I don't think I'll live with another boyfriend unless he plans on marrying me either. Why put up with the bullshit if there's not gonna be a reward ;) I've thought about finding a better job in Denver... I could even commute if it was only 3 days a week or something (it's only an hour) and I have people I could stay with on occasion if I don't wanna drive. Then I can do something part time here also... or if it paid enough just work 3 days, I dunno. Things to think about. I just feel stuck as opposed to getting ahead. I'm not entirely in a bad position... Just stuck. I wish we could hang out. I've been thinking of you. We'll plan a fabulous trip and meet somewhere. Is Feb. a bad time for you to go away... I'm still toying with trying to go to New Zealand for a month...
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