Nov 18, 2005 21:20
I have this thing, I have never thought of myself as being a sexist person, but I am. I think that a man should be strong and not a baby, and he should always take care of his significant other. I can't stand when this dosent happen.
My mom and are fighting so bad right now, anout why I used to be so against hunting, but now I'm fine with it. She keeps saying how Matt has changed my views. God dammit, of course my views are changing! When you love someone, certain things about you change. Whatever! I wonder what she would say if I told her I like going to the range and shooting the 22. I wonder what she would say if she found out I want a pistol and to get my liscense! Bitch, just goes to show how much she knows!
I am realizing what an incredibly unstable person I am! I wish I had someone who would look me in the eyes and tell me all my bad qualities. I think if someone really hurt me like that, I would want to make changes. PLEASE SOMEONE! Jeremy maybe?-You must have so much anger toward me!