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so...
i am seriously thinking about moving back. i love NY. but i have finally come to realize that i am chasing some dream that i don't even have anymore. i don't want an office job anymore. i want to paint, sell art, have shows... i never really tried that in the couple of years that i lived in the 'ham b/c i was too busy with the office jobs to do so.
i can't get it out of my head. i even have a good job with good benefits and pay and all that. but i just can't stand the office environment any longer. and i desperately miss everything about the 'ham. ugh....
and i realize how poor i will be in order to persue this and i would much rather be this poor in the 'ham than here. you can't really be poor here. ...
am i crazy?
i am seriously thinking about moving back. i love NY. but i have finally come to realize that i am chasing some dream that i don't even have anymore. i don't want an office job anymore. i want to paint, sell art, have shows... i never really tried that in the couple of years that i lived in the 'ham b/c i was too busy with the office jobs to do so.
i can't get it out of my head. i even have a good job with good benefits and pay and all that. but i just can't stand the office environment any longer. and i desperately miss everything about the 'ham. ugh....
and i realize how poor i will be in order to persue this and i would much rather be this poor in the 'ham than here. you can't really be poor here. ...
am i crazy?