So, There's This Guy.....
I met a guy at Radio Shack about a month or so ago. I guess we knew each other peripherally when we were younger, because he played hockey with my closest hockey buddy's little brother. We keep running into each other at the gym, thanks to my new obsession with body building and his new hobby, boxing. I definitely find him aesthetically pleasing. I'm just a little lost as to my attraction to him.
I'm not sure whether he's part of the .0001% of the male population I'm actually attracted to, or whether it's because I haven't been laid in a ridiculously long time and I'm beyond desperate. It could also be that I know he's digging me. Of course, there's also the possibility that I'm subconsciously still trying to make my parents happy. Maybe it's all of those. I don't bloody know. So. Very. Confused.
Because I'm a little lost, I'm not really sure how to proceed. My current plan is to just let things unfold as they will. I'm just afraid that I'm wanting to date him for VERY BAD REASONS and will end up crushing him like I have other guys in the past. I don't need to be building any more bad dating karma. I've got enough of that for several lifetimes.
I'm not sure whether he's part of the .0001% of the male population I'm actually attracted to, or whether it's because I haven't been laid in a ridiculously long time and I'm beyond desperate. It could also be that I know he's digging me. Of course, there's also the possibility that I'm subconsciously still trying to make my parents happy. Maybe it's all of those. I don't bloody know. So. Very. Confused.
Because I'm a little lost, I'm not really sure how to proceed. My current plan is to just let things unfold as they will. I'm just afraid that I'm wanting to date him for VERY BAD REASONS and will end up crushing him like I have other guys in the past. I don't need to be building any more bad dating karma. I've got enough of that for several lifetimes.