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it does seem like you were blowing me off for her. now i see why you said you were gonna go home and play video games, cuz it's your normal night to hang out with her. it's not like it was a hey my dog is sick, so if you want to hang out we can at my house. i hate that i let you back into my life, like you you deserve to be there. you should have to prove why you want to be. you made moves on her and slept with her a week ago, but the day you get back you're all over me. like don't you understand how that would be fucking confusing, how that would be you having your cake and eating it to. really? i enjoyed friday and saturday, but now......the more i think about it, it's like you get to have both, and why should you? what good comes outta that? for anyone. and i can only hope you are telling me the truth when you said you won't lie and you're being honest and i'm the only one you're sleeping with....without a condom, i should hope i'm the only one you are sleeping with now.....and now when i think of that statement it irritates me, because you slept with her. you had intentions of sleeping with her. this is why i want to be done with you. this is why i'm ready to be over you and not have anything but a simple friendship with you.....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr