it's been a long while
so where to begin...lol not that anyone reads this stupid thing anymore....
i have a million and one thoughts running through my head as usual. some of which are completely obsolete, but i just can't help it....
it's like if there was an addiction to thinking too much, i would definitely be on that band wagon. who knows?
it's just like i can tell people that they need to chill and now think so much, it's not best practices because i'm not practicing what i preach.
who fuckin does that anyway?
as tiffany would say...i put too much of myself into people who dont give a damn about me and will never understand and or appreciate me. always just complain about all that i can't do or won't do, all that i'm not or all that i could have been, when in reality i'm happy being and doing and seeing all that i am and have and will now... what's wrong with being happy with myself and my situation...it's taken me a very long time to get where i am and to think the way that i think...so why not be happy?
just try and understand that i have been through enough shit in my life to know that life is what you mke it, and if you make it worth living then it will be everything you ever dreamed of...for you. you only get one life, i know that now, and no one is gonna live this life for me but me. that's a privledge not to be taken lightly. it's s gift that i get up and breathe another day, that i have people in my life that truly care about me and understand me, who never question me and just know that there is logic behind all of my madness.
i have a million and one thoughts running through my head as usual. some of which are completely obsolete, but i just can't help it....
it's like if there was an addiction to thinking too much, i would definitely be on that band wagon. who knows?
it's just like i can tell people that they need to chill and now think so much, it's not best practices because i'm not practicing what i preach.
who fuckin does that anyway?
as tiffany would say...i put too much of myself into people who dont give a damn about me and will never understand and or appreciate me. always just complain about all that i can't do or won't do, all that i'm not or all that i could have been, when in reality i'm happy being and doing and seeing all that i am and have and will now... what's wrong with being happy with myself and my situation...it's taken me a very long time to get where i am and to think the way that i think...so why not be happy?
just try and understand that i have been through enough shit in my life to know that life is what you mke it, and if you make it worth living then it will be everything you ever dreamed of...for you. you only get one life, i know that now, and no one is gonna live this life for me but me. that's a privledge not to be taken lightly. it's s gift that i get up and breathe another day, that i have people in my life that truly care about me and understand me, who never question me and just know that there is logic behind all of my madness.