I'm startin' to see the changes...
so i noticed something about a friend of mine from carrizo. his name is Patrick. i havent seen him since i've been here, and i've called him once and talked to him for like 2 seconds. then he had stuff he had to do and really didnt seem interested in talkin to me. so i thought that he was just really busy but evidently he is cuttin himself off from everyone, including me, whom i thought he thought was cool. he used to be like a brother to me and i loved hangin out with him but now i just feel so disconnected. and its not that he hasnt had time to say howdy cuz i know he's been home a few times..atleast thats what someone told me. and though i dont remember who it was, i remember thinkin they were a pretty creditable source. i'm quite sad. i miss him. Luckily i have big sis here to tell me that soon enough i'll realize how much people change when they come off to college. some good...some not so good. and though i'm glad to be away from carrizo, i dont want the place to change. i wanna be able to go home and everything be like it used to. but i know that's not the case now so i guess i'll have to get over it. you know, i really havent seen aaron either, but he's different. he's a crazy boy and really keeps himself occupied. and now he's got a chick so i understand. i know i can still call and talk to him if i really need him. he's a buddy. anyway i gotta finish gettin ready for tonight. dad should be here shortly and we're suposed to go eat. i'm stinkin excited! and i'm sure i've said that before but i dont care. good company, good food, good times. so thats about it for now. until next time, thats how the tables turn.