Hmmm...a million little pieces, huh?
Some things make you realize you didn't fuck up as bad as you possibly could!
...I guess there's still time.
LOL. I kid. I'm pretty sure I'll be okay.
I won't lie- it's hard. My mum and stepdad are helping so much, but it doesn't change the way I feel.
Some days I wake up so happy, feeling good, and ready to take on my day. Other days I wake up hating life and wanting to stab myself in the side. I'm on my hardcore diet. I quit drinking. But I'm still a little empty. One of my closest friends in Palm is having a baby. I'm gonna be its Godmother. I'm terrified.
The military is plaguing me again. Did I grow up a bit and decide it may be for me after all, or am I trying to take an easy way out? I can't decide.
I kinda feel like a mess right now.
...I guess there's still time.
LOL. I kid. I'm pretty sure I'll be okay.
I won't lie- it's hard. My mum and stepdad are helping so much, but it doesn't change the way I feel.
Some days I wake up so happy, feeling good, and ready to take on my day. Other days I wake up hating life and wanting to stab myself in the side. I'm on my hardcore diet. I quit drinking. But I'm still a little empty. One of my closest friends in Palm is having a baby. I'm gonna be its Godmother. I'm terrified.
The military is plaguing me again. Did I grow up a bit and decide it may be for me after all, or am I trying to take an easy way out? I can't decide.
I kinda feel like a mess right now.