Dear Livejournal,
It's been so long! I've missed you, dear old friend. Things are very different. I broke promises to myself and started seeing the ex again. I kept promises to myself and moved away to Jacksonville leaving that said ex alone ... I almost gave up my plans, but I took a look at the past and realized it's not the time or the place to surrender myself to a dumb boy who took advantage of me once before. I don't forgive so easily... because it's rare that I actually ever care! I'm so broke it's almost ridiculous. But I love it here. I've met amazing people. I've already had so many amazing times. I've gone out with too many boys. It'll grow old eventually, it always does. Right now, I'm just living in this moment- that's all I have. I miss everyone but not in that sad way... Brandy still comes up to visit me and that makes my days! :) I'm so happy. Even when I don't know how I'm gonna make rent, and hating my stupid service industry job...I'm still so ridiculously happy. I can't even explain it.