I'm so fucked.

Suicide. bye.

saus? do you still read this?

Ok, so, getting older is really shitty, I feel. I can't deal with life right now. I can't deal with graduation or how I feel like procrastination is warranted now that i'm going to be out of dumb John Jay this year. What the frig am I even going to do? It's great how I have really good grades and I'm really active at school and everything, and no ( Read more... )

It would be pretty sweet if I could lose some weight, get a job staring at brains all day, and dye my hair.

Feral children are pretty awesome.

I drew pictures of everyone at work today. I feel alright.
I can't write. The girl i tutored will probably fail because of me.
It's ok, though.
I have to do a workshop next week, and I'm ok with that.

It's cool that i've been watching TLC all morning when i should be studying/working out/reading/writing.

ugh. I wish becky were here.

I think i've seriously come to my wits end. I began studying for the GREs yesterday, and i relived my junior year in high school. When i was 17, i was under the impression that i was smart or, at least, marginally superior academically to the people i knew. I was wrong, and because it turned out that i was wrong, that i was, in fact, DUMBER than ( Read more... )

It's pretty dumb that my mother is crazy and that my little brother isn't here. I bought a huge book, and Andrew and i invested in a book together because we're old. I have to figure out where to put them when i get home ( Read more... )

Fuck