I want.

I want this:
- for him to like me again
- for guy friends to stay guy friends
- good employees
- work to be less consuming
- to write and read more
- weekend plans
- rod hangs
- alex hangs
- to stop getting jealous over everything
- to share my life with another person
- to feel okay where I am

I feel pretty "meh" about how things are going. I feel like I'm working my ass off, every day, and it's going unnoticed/unappreciated. Which I don't need all the praise, its not about that, but I need to feel like the hard work I'm putting in is getting me somewhere. At work, I bust my ass and I don't get the recognition, girls that just stand ( Read more... )