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my mind always starts swirling once school and work starts up. there's so much to process:
- feeling inadequate at work because I got a write up over closing sunday night. The other girl told me she dropped the money and locked the door, and she didn't, so we both got written up. ugh. horrrible, because that's stuff people get fired over. Our manager was nice enough about it, and I know he likes both of us and doesn't want to lose us, but there goes asking for that raise I wanted.
- I'm doing this "secret" workshop thing and we met last night, and it was okay, I really respect the other writers, and am honored they want me part of the group, just need to start feeling a little more comfortable there. I need to plan more time for writing, but with 11-7 shifts, my day is full and I have to do homework before I can even think of extra writing.
- So I'm getting threatened of getting kicked out of housing because I only have 6 credit hours and you need 9 to live on campus. I emailed them saying i was a grad student and if I could please keep my housing. if not, uhhhh I'll be on the streets in 15 days. so there's that.
- I got an email about a job opening for an online instructional class; basically they need someone with strong writing/editing skills to write course descriptions and assignments. Sounds perfect for me, but it's 20 mins away and being without car, that would be quite a bus trip everyday, even if the bus went there. I'm still deciding if I should apply or not. I also applied to be a GA for housing next fall (if they don't kick me out first).
- Still feeling shitty about the work friends thing, and I may have accidentally offended a good friend at work today, and in general I feel like i'm being bitchy/shitty towards my coworkers. I'd really like to be good friends with them, cause they're all cool people. there's a work party this sat, so that'll be fun.
- I've got a grand total of 4 bucks on me, and I need my first paycheck/loan money so bad. I have a "hold" on my student account cause nothing's been paid, and I better not have a delay in fin aid, like with what happened to me at FSU. ugh so brokkkee