nobody said it was easy
i'm trying not to be investing this cheap. and turning this cheek away from feelings that are too weak. but hey, i'm hardly losing what i've barely gained. what with living this life outside of electronic frames. but that's when hearts get walked over and you're left with shit for brains. and maybe this is the moment that kick starts the insane. seriously, just one shitty day away from a three day hospital stay. but just what am i gonna think about when i join the clouds on sunny filled rainy days? maybe you'll cross my mind when i'm not so desperate. and maybe i'll draw crosses on my eyelids before my time is spent. most of which has been watching television. this life makes me ambivalent. not wanting to stop but shit, when will this end? get the birth certificate and measurements for the casket. epitaph vs first words said. there's no pleasure even left for the children who inherit the grief. oh little one, this is just how life always does so do what you want, especially if you can.