May 22, 2013 03:00
there's a reason i write in rhyme.
cuz any other way seems like i'm talking and i'm not that good of a talker but here goes.
since there's been others before you i naturally compare them and i've noticed quite blatantly that you're different. and i know that's not a new sort of line or anything but i'm not giving you a line. what i've seen is that almost all of them had something that i wanted such as alcohol or drugs. and even though i had fun with them it was only really when i got my fill that i falsely felt in love. but with you i almost don't want to waste my time on such things when it's just me and you. i don't want to lose a second with you, going to get a refill or going to the bathroom or feeling any other type of pseudo high than the feeling you are already giving to me just by even hearing you breathe next to me. even though i'm older than you, you've made me grow so much already and i want to keep going. i know it'll be hard and i'm scared but i couldn't even dream of a more perfect person for me. i know i'm your first when it comes to certain things and i want you to know that i take that very seriously. but you should know that you're also my first for certain things too and i'm loving it and remembering every second of it and of course every awkward moment of it.
;)