nothing really
So this is just an update to let everyone know that i'm still alive and kicking. Nothing really happened that great lately. I mean yeah i had my heart torn out and obliterated yet again but i'm slowly picking up the pieces. Why do i have to be the one who is so giving, and caring, and whatever. I know that it just kicks me in the ass in the long run and i dont get any satisfaction from anything. oh well i am destined to be the old maid, all alone, lonely, sad, and depressed. I'm always the "friend" hey that is probably the hardest thing, to be the "friend". But as long as I can be there at all i guess i have to take what i can get. Friend or nothing at all? I'll have to suck it up and take the friend huh?
So anyway, I freaking LOVE my twin. She is wonderful and I couldn't imagine life right now without her. She is a dork just like me so we know she's fun. She is caring and wonderful so I can talk to her about problems. And she is just overall a sweetheart and a half. I LOVE YOU TWIN!!!!!
So there is this one boy that i would really like to talk to and get to know and i can't say anything to him about it cuz i'm a big dork and dont know what to say or anything. Whenever he and i talk it's just about nothing really and doesn't last long because i dont know what else to say to him. He is a friend of a friend of a friend (well at least that is how i met him) no i can't tell you who he is or who his friend is but i can tell you that the other person in the equation is Brandon...so go think about it. If you are reading this i'm sorry that i can't give any more detail than this right now except that I would never be the one to hurt anyone and I understand that you want to and have to be careful because of things that happened in your past (that should give you a clue at least cuz that is what you said to me in person as well as online...hmm)
Oh yeah i also gotta say "thanks so much sarah for trying the other night" You know i LOVE you girl...rock on sister. I'm glad to have gotten you in my life!!
So I haven't talked to or seen my FINA in forever and i think that i'm gonna die if i dont get to soon. I love her and want her to know that i'm totally upset that our schedules conflict so much. GRRR
Chris and Amber are at the beach (actually coming home tonight) but still. They went away and left me to stay at home to work during Spring Break but oh well right i guess i'll just have to deal and anticipate JULY cuz that will be the BEST TIME EVER (Chris, Amber, Michelle, Ryan, Danny.....just wait GUYS!!!!!)
Well for now i guess i'm gonna head out and say whatever....lol...
So anyway, I freaking LOVE my twin. She is wonderful and I couldn't imagine life right now without her. She is a dork just like me so we know she's fun. She is caring and wonderful so I can talk to her about problems. And she is just overall a sweetheart and a half. I LOVE YOU TWIN!!!!!
So there is this one boy that i would really like to talk to and get to know and i can't say anything to him about it cuz i'm a big dork and dont know what to say or anything. Whenever he and i talk it's just about nothing really and doesn't last long because i dont know what else to say to him. He is a friend of a friend of a friend (well at least that is how i met him) no i can't tell you who he is or who his friend is but i can tell you that the other person in the equation is Brandon...so go think about it. If you are reading this i'm sorry that i can't give any more detail than this right now except that I would never be the one to hurt anyone and I understand that you want to and have to be careful because of things that happened in your past (that should give you a clue at least cuz that is what you said to me in person as well as online...hmm)
Oh yeah i also gotta say "thanks so much sarah for trying the other night" You know i LOVE you girl...rock on sister. I'm glad to have gotten you in my life!!
So I haven't talked to or seen my FINA in forever and i think that i'm gonna die if i dont get to soon. I love her and want her to know that i'm totally upset that our schedules conflict so much. GRRR
Chris and Amber are at the beach (actually coming home tonight) but still. They went away and left me to stay at home to work during Spring Break but oh well right i guess i'll just have to deal and anticipate JULY cuz that will be the BEST TIME EVER (Chris, Amber, Michelle, Ryan, Danny.....just wait GUYS!!!!!)
Well for now i guess i'm gonna head out and say whatever....lol...