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My aunt died today of an overdose. There's nothing I can do, nothing I can say to make things... any different.
My Uncle's a mess, he lost his wife, after all. The second one he's lost, in fact. They celebrated their one year anniversary not too long ago and they were so happy and it's horrible to think about. That they could be so happy and that it can just be gone that quick. I'm sorry that she's gone, but right now, I don't even feel anything. I'm just numb. I can't cry, I can't DO anything and I HATE it!
My aunt's DEAD and there's nothing I can do, I'm just powerless. I hate being powerless, helpless, I HATE IT, I FUCKING HATE IT!
We're mortal and with the senselessness of our deaths, I wonder; do we die... do our loved ones die... just because we manage to be happy? To just have a little bit of happiness and peace and whoeverthefuck decides 'ah, no, of course we can't let them be happy!' Well, FUCK you, all of you!
My Uncle's a mess, he lost his wife, after all. The second one he's lost, in fact. They celebrated their one year anniversary not too long ago and they were so happy and it's horrible to think about. That they could be so happy and that it can just be gone that quick. I'm sorry that she's gone, but right now, I don't even feel anything. I'm just numb. I can't cry, I can't DO anything and I HATE it!
My aunt's DEAD and there's nothing I can do, I'm just powerless. I hate being powerless, helpless, I HATE IT, I FUCKING HATE IT!
We're mortal and with the senselessness of our deaths, I wonder; do we die... do our loved ones die... just because we manage to be happy? To just have a little bit of happiness and peace and whoeverthefuck decides 'ah, no, of course we can't let them be happy!' Well, FUCK you, all of you!