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[bert_t]

the trip home was the hardest trip i've taken. it was good to be with my family, i think we're all trying to be close without saying what we're doing. it's strange how everyone handles these things so differently. my mom seems to want to wrap me and my little brother up in plastic bubbles and keep us safe forever, i guess i can understand that. monday night was a long night at the funeral home, a four hour showing and a service right after. i hate how when your family doesn't go to church you wind up with a priest that doesn't know anything about the person they're talking about, he seemed to forget my brothers name half way through the service, it gave us something to bitch about when we went home, i think him not knowing what the hell he was talking about helped me not break down as much as i thought i would through it all, i was actually, quietly to myself, correcting the unorganized priest.

the drag show at little brothers is tonight, i feel bad that i'm not ready, but i have all day, i'm gonna be busy, i think i'll pull it together. i'm going back to work tomorrow, it seems weird to even think about doing anything right now, but it's probably better to be busy.

thanks to everyone whose been there and sent they're blessings my way!