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i got a call yesterday morning, from my mom, i knew the phone ringing that early wasn't a good thing. my older brother died in his sleep thursday night. that's one of those things you never expect to hear, not when your brother is only 35. i'm going home today to be with my family. i know how bad i feel, i can't imagine what it's like for my mom. i have the greatest girlfriend and friends around, they stayed with me all day yesterday. i feel so lost i don't know what to do.