May 20, 2007 09:15
i'm watching "The Goonies" for the first time in like, two years or something. it's this cheesy, child-star movie from the 80's. and boy was i obsessed with it. i would literally watch it back to back 3 times a day. and i was so absolutely in love and obsessed with sean astin, but most of all, corey feldman. omg corey feldman was a girl's orgasm in a boy's body. and so was river phoenix, another star from the 80's, but he's not in this movie. wow i remember i wanted to be BACK in the 80's, just so i could be the same age as all of these beautiful people. but river phoenix, raised a vegan in a family of like 8 children and two hippie parents (his brother is joaquin "kitten" phoenix of "Gladiator", and his sister is sunshine phoenix of "SLC Punk".) OD'd at a club in hollywood called the Viper Room and died right outside of it on the sidewalk on Halloween in the early 90's. he was 21 years old, i think. maybe a little older.
you know, i remember my mom telling me that when bruce lee died, a lot of chinese girls committed suicide just so they could be with him. they couldn't stand being so apart from him, in another world.
this is crazy. i guess i was crazy. i wasn't that obsessive though.
anyways, this is kind of another useless rant. i mean, i'm talking about obsessions that i had in middle school over guys who were already twice my age by that time. whatever. corey feldman can still be a really sexy 12 year old.
ok i need to stop. the memory of all these feelings is just coming back to me 'cause it's being trigger by watching this movie. i must shake myself and rid myself of these feelings of the past.