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I AM EXHAUSTED.
so i' ve been up for 36 hours (+ or -) with a few naps here and there but they all only lasted about 20 min.
Well, i'm officially moved out and in utah! i'm Not looking forward to the days ahead though. sure...everything sounds fun, but i dread the thought of all the energy i'll have to
put forth to be fake nice with everyone i meet in order to make friends, get connections, and get a job. this bad attitude is probably aided by the fact that i am extraordinarily
tired........but then again, it's not. i liked how everything was; it was comfortable.hahaha i miss the valley already, lame i know, but i've been so cold today just walking around, and it's only in the 70's. hahaha, i miss the enveloping blanket of heat that surrounds you when you walk outside (well at night anyway). im cold-blooded ,what can i say. it feels sooooooooo strange to realize that when my dad flys back to mcallen, im not going with him. GAHHHHHHHH, i'm going to be eaten alive by a bunch of really nice, super perky people! hahaha, i kid i kid....
i have to say though, im really happy with how all the goodbyes went. it wasn't all mushy, we all left laughing our butts off. the only time i really showed signs of breaking down was when i had to say bye to my mom at the airport, but even that was relatively tear-free in comparison to other public outbursts that i've seen.
well.....here's to livin' "Stone-Cold Sober" for the next year! ;> hahahaha
so i' ve been up for 36 hours (+ or -) with a few naps here and there but they all only lasted about 20 min.
Well, i'm officially moved out and in utah! i'm Not looking forward to the days ahead though. sure...everything sounds fun, but i dread the thought of all the energy i'll have to
put forth to be fake nice with everyone i meet in order to make friends, get connections, and get a job. this bad attitude is probably aided by the fact that i am extraordinarily
tired........but then again, it's not. i liked how everything was; it was comfortable.hahaha i miss the valley already, lame i know, but i've been so cold today just walking around, and it's only in the 70's. hahaha, i miss the enveloping blanket of heat that surrounds you when you walk outside (well at night anyway). im cold-blooded ,what can i say. it feels sooooooooo strange to realize that when my dad flys back to mcallen, im not going with him. GAHHHHHHHH, i'm going to be eaten alive by a bunch of really nice, super perky people! hahaha, i kid i kid....
i have to say though, im really happy with how all the goodbyes went. it wasn't all mushy, we all left laughing our butts off. the only time i really showed signs of breaking down was when i had to say bye to my mom at the airport, but even that was relatively tear-free in comparison to other public outbursts that i've seen.
well.....here's to livin' "Stone-Cold Sober" for the next year! ;> hahahaha