Some People Want it All

[benusafa]

Right about now I really miss running. I mean things are going pretty well here at the "institution of America's best and brightest" but something's missing. It was actually enjoyable coming back this time. If that makes any sense. I think i was just looking forward to seeing everyone again and having a good time. I'm in a 2 man room now which is nice. I'm staying on top of things. I'm working out. But i still feel like I'm missing something and that something is running. I just miss that outlet of going somewhere and thinking about nothing. I also miss the competition and the confidence that came with it. Very satisfying. Nostalgia for things lost i guess. I mean i think that is one of the only big regrets that remains about coming here (most of the others don't bother me so much anymore). It's the fact that i can't be on a team and run and compete and such. I mean there were plenty of places i could have gone and still ran. Oh well. No sense worrying about things lost i guess. I just need to find some way to fill that void.

I'm in a really big Retro Pop phase right now.