the company we keep
I rarely connect with anyone. Too often, meaningful conversations turn one-sided. Too often, group inebriation acts as a prerequisite for social happiness. (it's sad that it's almost become trite to say such a thing) Too often, I merely observe others.
I don't think I'm depressed; I usually stop taking photos when I'm like that. And I don't blame the company I keep for my discontent; I'd trade social dynamism for intellectual discourse any day. Food for the heart, not for the mind. (though striking a new balance may prove healthy) I just feel removed.
I fear that this all may be a manifestation of a habitual social restlessness that has plagued me throughout my life.
(2:20 PM. April 30, 2006)
_______________________
All of this is over-thought garbage. Relationships and personalities evolve. And though these changes may not always be for the better, you're moving upward.
Today we reminisce about yesterday. Tomorrow we'll reminisce about today. Let’s make today interesting.
The sun's out.
(2:50 PM. April 30, 2006)
I don't think I'm depressed; I usually stop taking photos when I'm like that. And I don't blame the company I keep for my discontent; I'd trade social dynamism for intellectual discourse any day. Food for the heart, not for the mind. (though striking a new balance may prove healthy) I just feel removed.
I fear that this all may be a manifestation of a habitual social restlessness that has plagued me throughout my life.
(2:20 PM. April 30, 2006)
_______________________
All of this is over-thought garbage. Relationships and personalities evolve. And though these changes may not always be for the better, you're moving upward.
Today we reminisce about yesterday. Tomorrow we'll reminisce about today. Let’s make today interesting.
The sun's out.
(2:50 PM. April 30, 2006)