And now...
Well I'm feeling a bit better now. Played a couple games of WOW. It's amazing how sometimes being forced to fake that you feel ok and do something can shake you out of your head and make you feel better. I guess they're right and it is all in my head. Or maybe not....
I still say that distraction is the best medicine for depression, forget pills and therapy just keep busy. Or at least that's always been the case for me.
Urgh starting to feel crappy again now that I've stopped playing.
Have gotten onto a fic kick again. Although this time it's not Eiri/Shuichi (shock horror) its Akira/Takumi. I'm loving thier relationship and the fic based on it. If it wasn't for
jazzymegsterhaving all my Mai Hime I'd be re watching thier eps.
Finished Mai-Otome which was wooohoo, review at
nanashi_morikoas soon as I manage to get some time to type it. Actually looking at that journal there is so much I have to type up for there. I would say that I will attack it tomorrow before work but really and truely I have to look at driving instructors. If only because it's getting harder and harder not to dip into the money mum and paul gave me for driving and use them for action figures. Thats another thing I'm on a kick for atm.
dreximgirl Asked me to look around on ebay to give her ideas for things I would like as presents. Since then I have bought myself a set of mai hime gashpons(sp?) and a Sango figure. I also managed to track down the Kirara bag that I fell in love with then couldn;t find anywhere and bought that. Add to that buying stuff for
gedofgont bday and my bank is getting scared of the internet and ebay lol.
Think I may have to ban myself at least for this month.
It's time to start thinking about my future and what I wanna do, where I wanna work, live etc. And if I focus on getting driving lessons, pass quickly and don't use all the money that the parentals gave me for it, I can always spend that on action figures
Looking at holidays as well. I am certain that I am taking the time off for this week (cos god damn do I need a break), my birthday (Seriously I put it back a month - I am celebrating it!), kels suprise (hell i can be part of a suprise and not be there), finland (Cos god dammit that holiday is important to me). So that leaves Burbank and Gen con. I think I have to say a sad no to Burbank, money and the fact that planning it has already been littered with signs saying 'hold on, don't do this yet' makes me think i shouldn't. If I do gen con it won't count as time off and I may be able to get some help from work to go as I will be working there. But that is very tentitive as the flights are argh.
Right essay over, sams still playing so akira/takumi fic here i come!
Dans
I still say that distraction is the best medicine for depression, forget pills and therapy just keep busy. Or at least that's always been the case for me.
Urgh starting to feel crappy again now that I've stopped playing.
Have gotten onto a fic kick again. Although this time it's not Eiri/Shuichi (shock horror) its Akira/Takumi. I'm loving thier relationship and the fic based on it. If it wasn't for
jazzymegsterhaving all my Mai Hime I'd be re watching thier eps.
Finished Mai-Otome which was wooohoo, review at
nanashi_morikoas soon as I manage to get some time to type it. Actually looking at that journal there is so much I have to type up for there. I would say that I will attack it tomorrow before work but really and truely I have to look at driving instructors. If only because it's getting harder and harder not to dip into the money mum and paul gave me for driving and use them for action figures. Thats another thing I'm on a kick for atm.
dreximgirl Asked me to look around on ebay to give her ideas for things I would like as presents. Since then I have bought myself a set of mai hime gashpons(sp?) and a Sango figure. I also managed to track down the Kirara bag that I fell in love with then couldn;t find anywhere and bought that. Add to that buying stuff for
gedofgont bday and my bank is getting scared of the internet and ebay lol.
Think I may have to ban myself at least for this month.
It's time to start thinking about my future and what I wanna do, where I wanna work, live etc. And if I focus on getting driving lessons, pass quickly and don't use all the money that the parentals gave me for it, I can always spend that on action figures
Looking at holidays as well. I am certain that I am taking the time off for this week (cos god damn do I need a break), my birthday (Seriously I put it back a month - I am celebrating it!), kels suprise (hell i can be part of a suprise and not be there), finland (Cos god dammit that holiday is important to me). So that leaves Burbank and Gen con. I think I have to say a sad no to Burbank, money and the fact that planning it has already been littered with signs saying 'hold on, don't do this yet' makes me think i shouldn't. If I do gen con it won't count as time off and I may be able to get some help from work to go as I will be working there. But that is very tentitive as the flights are argh.
Right essay over, sams still playing so akira/takumi fic here i come!
Dans