well i felt like it
Well I fancy updating so dammit I will :-)
For those of you that have
jazzymegster on your friends list you will already know she was here this weekend staying with me and
gedofgont. We had a good time. Saw Khaos Dream (midsummer nights dream set in a bar with pole dancing, transvestites, lots of bare bottoms and bottom actually being an arse) on the Friday, it was brilliant, I'd highly reccomend but think thier tour has finished. Then Saturday we did a wee bit of shopping, I have death note 13 and another note! And played in the WOW spectral safari at FB3 which I got to run! It was lots of fun and people actually listened to my authoratay. Home and watched Serenity on HD DVD. Sunday was mostly lazy. Watched my so-called life then headed into town via the chinese cash and carry and samsi. As I managed to hook Meg on aloe vera juice. Dropped Meg to the station just in time and headed home for more slomping and my so called life watching. I am really liking it.
At the chinese cash and carry I got a different type of aloe vera juice, some sugar cane drink and some lychee drink. The sugar cane drink was very pure, cept for some colouring, but god, it tatsted just like sugar cane does. And as much as when I am chewing on sugar cane i wish I could just have a whole glass of it, I couldn't drink it, sips were fine, but the prospect of the rest of the glass and the rest of the can just seemed soooo wrong. So 100% on taste but 0% for overcoming my brains weridness.
The aloe vera was better but this one was less pure, had grape juice and other stuff, tatsted more like grapes than the one I normally like. I'd drink it but I don't love it like I do the one from Samsi.
Oh while at Samsi I was looking at the hot coffees, I haven't drunk coffee since I was a little girl, didn;t like it then and have always disliked the smell. But the girl behind the counter said she didn't like it when she was younger but likes it now. And being in Samsi, the place where I declared and started my year of trying new and old things with food, I made myself agree to try coffee. Not there of course, at home where I can spit it out freely, so sometime this week I shall try.
Mum got her mothersday stuff ok. Sometimes I think about being closer to London and family, would it be better with me in my current state of mind, or will it always be the same near them?
Talking of state of mind this add back hormone for the hot flushes seems to be making me more emotional again. Was a wreak on friday. I tried to call the dr but no luck in getting through. Next week when I go for my jab I will ask to see him and ask to stop it.
Well today is my day off and I;ve got alot planned. its nearly 12 though and I'm still in bed :-s
put office on my laptop
look for jobs
apply for jobs
look at courses
look at cabins
catch up on net stuffs
find driving instructor
(all comp stuff so far so can stay in bed, yay)
do dishes
tidy hall way
laundry
exercise (damn i need to start these again)
and then if time
type up some reviews
read some comics
Lots to do but trying to take it easier on myself while feeling more emotional so will do what i can while getting as least stressed as possible.
Oh and at the theatre i picked up some leaflets for stuffs. An inspector calls is showing somewhere in manc in the summer. Woooohooooo. I adored this play when we studied it at school, I always wanted to see it but missed it. I am sooo going! Sam says I should be careful not to be doing too much over summer, after all I have got ripon, seb and sophies wedding, seeing kel and lis, finland, i;m guessing baka con 08 (we doing it this year guys?), possibly gen con indy, and then possibly burbank a few months later.
On the topic of taking on too much, I moved to the manchester freecycle group, as they have no mods at the moment, but kept on modding at the stockport one, I always push myself to the edge of my limit. Left the stockport one yesterday so only have the manchester one now, which is smaller, but I am the only mod on there.
And talking of modding :-( The blue room shut down. Still not clear on the details, my computer hadn't been letting me on there, tried going on the day i got my laptop and it was all gone, all the posts deleted. Its strange to think I had been on there for so many years, 6 years or so I'd been a mod on there. Not constantly, I'd had months off, but I would always go back there. Its strange as this time I was thinking maybe I shouldn't go back, maybe I should move my life forward and away from that aspect. And then there the descision was made for me already. I hope everyone from there is doing ok.
Looking forward to having kay and lis here on a flying visit this weekend and to the weekend after in which I get a weekend off and me and sam take some chilling time.
As much as i currently have to do, life is good.
*huggles to flist*
For those of you that have
jazzymegster on your friends list you will already know she was here this weekend staying with me and
gedofgont. We had a good time. Saw Khaos Dream (midsummer nights dream set in a bar with pole dancing, transvestites, lots of bare bottoms and bottom actually being an arse) on the Friday, it was brilliant, I'd highly reccomend but think thier tour has finished. Then Saturday we did a wee bit of shopping, I have death note 13 and another note! And played in the WOW spectral safari at FB3 which I got to run! It was lots of fun and people actually listened to my authoratay. Home and watched Serenity on HD DVD. Sunday was mostly lazy. Watched my so-called life then headed into town via the chinese cash and carry and samsi. As I managed to hook Meg on aloe vera juice. Dropped Meg to the station just in time and headed home for more slomping and my so called life watching. I am really liking it.
At the chinese cash and carry I got a different type of aloe vera juice, some sugar cane drink and some lychee drink. The sugar cane drink was very pure, cept for some colouring, but god, it tatsted just like sugar cane does. And as much as when I am chewing on sugar cane i wish I could just have a whole glass of it, I couldn't drink it, sips were fine, but the prospect of the rest of the glass and the rest of the can just seemed soooo wrong. So 100% on taste but 0% for overcoming my brains weridness.
The aloe vera was better but this one was less pure, had grape juice and other stuff, tatsted more like grapes than the one I normally like. I'd drink it but I don't love it like I do the one from Samsi.
Oh while at Samsi I was looking at the hot coffees, I haven't drunk coffee since I was a little girl, didn;t like it then and have always disliked the smell. But the girl behind the counter said she didn't like it when she was younger but likes it now. And being in Samsi, the place where I declared and started my year of trying new and old things with food, I made myself agree to try coffee. Not there of course, at home where I can spit it out freely, so sometime this week I shall try.
Mum got her mothersday stuff ok. Sometimes I think about being closer to London and family, would it be better with me in my current state of mind, or will it always be the same near them?
Talking of state of mind this add back hormone for the hot flushes seems to be making me more emotional again. Was a wreak on friday. I tried to call the dr but no luck in getting through. Next week when I go for my jab I will ask to see him and ask to stop it.
Well today is my day off and I;ve got alot planned. its nearly 12 though and I'm still in bed :-s
put office on my laptop
look for jobs
apply for jobs
look at courses
look at cabins
catch up on net stuffs
find driving instructor
(all comp stuff so far so can stay in bed, yay)
do dishes
tidy hall way
laundry
exercise (damn i need to start these again)
and then if time
type up some reviews
read some comics
Lots to do but trying to take it easier on myself while feeling more emotional so will do what i can while getting as least stressed as possible.
Oh and at the theatre i picked up some leaflets for stuffs. An inspector calls is showing somewhere in manc in the summer. Woooohooooo. I adored this play when we studied it at school, I always wanted to see it but missed it. I am sooo going! Sam says I should be careful not to be doing too much over summer, after all I have got ripon, seb and sophies wedding, seeing kel and lis, finland, i;m guessing baka con 08 (we doing it this year guys?), possibly gen con indy, and then possibly burbank a few months later.
On the topic of taking on too much, I moved to the manchester freecycle group, as they have no mods at the moment, but kept on modding at the stockport one, I always push myself to the edge of my limit. Left the stockport one yesterday so only have the manchester one now, which is smaller, but I am the only mod on there.
And talking of modding :-( The blue room shut down. Still not clear on the details, my computer hadn't been letting me on there, tried going on the day i got my laptop and it was all gone, all the posts deleted. Its strange to think I had been on there for so many years, 6 years or so I'd been a mod on there. Not constantly, I'd had months off, but I would always go back there. Its strange as this time I was thinking maybe I shouldn't go back, maybe I should move my life forward and away from that aspect. And then there the descision was made for me already. I hope everyone from there is doing ok.
Looking forward to having kay and lis here on a flying visit this weekend and to the weekend after in which I get a weekend off and me and sam take some chilling time.
As much as i currently have to do, life is good.
*huggles to flist*