Seems like a lot of people have updated and it feels like a while since I have so here goes.
Well hopefulluy here goes my fingers feel like blocks of ice.
On a normal day I would be heading out to work in a bit but today I am waiting for the bed for the spare room to arrive so I am still at home. Will leave the PC in a bit and do some house work, but I have been working myself hard on the house so might take some chill time and do net stuff.
My PC is being frelling annoying and won't work in the Blue Room which means I am falling behind in threads and not keeping up my chat duty. Grrrrrrrr. And was really starting to feel good there. My house on the other hand is looking spiffing! I have a path 'a path! A path!' and a hallway and a living room. Now just to get the dining room kitchen and bathroom up to scratch. Also got the wines going well again which is good. They kinda got abandoned in the drama and madness that has been this house since summer months.
Have done all my stupid council tax stuffs so am just waiting to hear back from them and job centre and Dave and then maybe i will have some money again. Work is going well. Its fun and as Dr Hore said don't think about the money think about the socialising and when i do that I really like it. Getting up everyday and going out and talking to people is nice.
Have been having a bit of a 'arrggghhhh' about what on earth I am doing with my life. Can I really go back to office work? Is it going to be too stressful? Is it really a job for me? Do I want to stay in retail? If so I could start applying for team leader positions in woolies (been there done that as long as i dont mind not having my weekends its an ok job) from there could work up to manager and move to a company that actually pays its staff more than peanuts. I did bad taking teh job in swinton, it was too far and it took its toll.
Then I think about going back to uni doing a masters and doing something in conservation, something I can be passionate about, contribute to the world and make some money. But I dont know. Firstly dont even know if I;d get onto a masters course and secondly would I be able to apply myself? I have changed alot but have I changed enough?
Well thats pretty much life in teh world of Dans. Think I will stay near my pc but maybe tackle christmas cards. Maybe I will also investigate the heating.
Ooo befoire I go meg got me digging out fs music vids. Love this lady's stuff
http://www.birgitsvids.com who wants to live forever and i saved teh world today have always been faves. Just watched Missing and its a very interesting concept.
Dans