day 2
well
yeah
good intentions and all that lark
hows today going? I;m out of bed, eaten, put laundry on.
No drws appt as overslept
No shower yet
no clothes yet
and feel like fucking shit (no not actually fucking a pile of shit cos thats just ewwwy)
argh
stupid stupid brain, disturbed sleep at night is killing me. i'm feeling irrtated and agressive. had to spend ages last night trying to fall asleep with thoughts of hacking myself to bit running through my head.
on a good note i cooked dinner did laundry and went to the shop last night, as well as sorting out bupa, burbank and benefits so go me for yesterday
the trail of cutting out bad things except wheat to see if i;m ok with wheat went badly, i now have achey stomach and feel like crap. next to try is cutting out all bad things except citrus to see if it really is citrus, then of course we now have this stupid apple thing.
*sigh*
i know i said id stay out of bed but i need some cuddle time so gonna bring the laptop back upstairs and watch some mai hime. i really must remember to take baby steps in everything i do, long jumps only lead to hard falls.
Dans
yeah
good intentions and all that lark
hows today going? I;m out of bed, eaten, put laundry on.
No drws appt as overslept
No shower yet
no clothes yet
and feel like fucking shit (no not actually fucking a pile of shit cos thats just ewwwy)
argh
stupid stupid brain, disturbed sleep at night is killing me. i'm feeling irrtated and agressive. had to spend ages last night trying to fall asleep with thoughts of hacking myself to bit running through my head.
on a good note i cooked dinner did laundry and went to the shop last night, as well as sorting out bupa, burbank and benefits so go me for yesterday
the trail of cutting out bad things except wheat to see if i;m ok with wheat went badly, i now have achey stomach and feel like crap. next to try is cutting out all bad things except citrus to see if it really is citrus, then of course we now have this stupid apple thing.
*sigh*
i know i said id stay out of bed but i need some cuddle time so gonna bring the laptop back upstairs and watch some mai hime. i really must remember to take baby steps in everything i do, long jumps only lead to hard falls.
Dans