argh stupid fucking body
thats basically how i'm feeling right now i have no reason top be feeling all shitty today yet i am. I;m throwing a strop like a frigging 5 year old.
my room is a tip
i;m not eating properly
i have to sort out work
i need to revise for these stupid fuicking exams cos i dont know a thing
and wghat the fuck am i doing? sitting in front of the computer pouting!
how the hell is that gonna solve anything?
i mean really what teh hell anm i hoping tio achieve from that except to waste time and make the situation worse. yet i cant seem to kick myself into doing anything
i have been taking my medicine like i shoulod but whats it doing for me? i;m still cutting still feeling suicidal styill getting these fucking low moods so whas the point in it.
ITS NOT WORKING
how much longer do i have to say that to teh drs for them tri tell; me to give it more time????? how much more time shoucl i fucking gove it, its restricting my life, giving me fucking crazy dream side effects and i;m getting fuck all positves from it. argh
i hate this all so fucking much. i;m fed up, i;m hungry, i;m lonely
everypone seems to never be online anymore. i feel like i;m loosing all of my friends, i look at msn and just stare at it waiting to see someone but i dont theres no1 here to talk to or take my mind away from its crazy fucked up stupidness. i dont have the time to sovialise to ghe6t top know them cos i have to revise but i;lm niot fucking revising cos i'm in theis stupid mood. argh
Dans
my room is a tip
i;m not eating properly
i have to sort out work
i need to revise for these stupid fuicking exams cos i dont know a thing
and wghat the fuck am i doing? sitting in front of the computer pouting!
how the hell is that gonna solve anything?
i mean really what teh hell anm i hoping tio achieve from that except to waste time and make the situation worse. yet i cant seem to kick myself into doing anything
i have been taking my medicine like i shoulod but whats it doing for me? i;m still cutting still feeling suicidal styill getting these fucking low moods so whas the point in it.
ITS NOT WORKING
how much longer do i have to say that to teh drs for them tri tell; me to give it more time????? how much more time shoucl i fucking gove it, its restricting my life, giving me fucking crazy dream side effects and i;m getting fuck all positves from it. argh
i hate this all so fucking much. i;m fed up, i;m hungry, i;m lonely
everypone seems to never be online anymore. i feel like i;m loosing all of my friends, i look at msn and just stare at it waiting to see someone but i dont theres no1 here to talk to or take my mind away from its crazy fucked up stupidness. i dont have the time to sovialise to ghe6t top know them cos i have to revise but i;lm niot fucking revising cos i'm in theis stupid mood. argh
Dans