so im a fuck up

[benrulesass]

yep this blows. this whole weekend has sucked ass. also concidering that all of my best friends hate me. I know I fucked up our show. I know I didnt show up and i feel terrible. This is not a pitty thing im just trying to tell you guys that im really fucking sorry. And I know sorry isnt good enough because i seem to fuck up an awful lot. I dont

Comments

[littlee174]

:(im sorry ben ill talk to them if you need me too

[benrulesass]

no dont worry about it, its my responsibility. i fucked up not u.

[whereshegoes]

"i just want my friends back. and i feel like shit. you guys mean alot to me, but i dunno if u feel taht way about me. tell me anything i can do to get u guys back as my friends. i swear none of this was on purpose. i want to make it up or something i dunno. just my friends dont like me anymore and without them i really dont have motivation or a reason to go do anything."

i've said pretty much the same thing when one of your best friends ditched me...he's still not my friend. so good luck. at least you know why they hate you.

[spacexinvader]

none of us hate you ben

we fucking love you, you didnt show up to one show, yeah were mad, but whatever, if that breaks a friendship then where was the friendship in the first place?

YOU AINT MY BROTHER!
DONT FUCKING CALL ME YOUR BROTHER!
WE FELL FROM DIFFERENT CUNTS!
AND YOUR SKINS AN UGLY COLOR!

[benrulesass]

ha love u guys. and my skin is the pretty color. ur all black and negro looking. u sick fuck.