LOVE/hate
I love that I love music
I love music that brings up my mood
I love music that makes me cry
I love music that gives me Goosebumps
I love that I’m taking three music classes
I love that I’m playing Soco Amaretto Lime with Micah at guitar night
I love that there are people there that care about me if I’m sad
I love playing Mario cart during my free periods
I love my schedule this year
I love that I took gym
I love playing frisbee
I love that I am farther ahead then some people as far as college goes
I love that I have the knowledge that things can get better
I love that things have gotten good from being bad
I love my job, and my pay
I love cooking
I love how amazing this past summer was
I love that I go to woodbury every Monday night
I love that I have more confidence in myself than I did 6 months ago
I love that I can talk to my mom about anything and she’ll listen to me with open arms
I love how much my mood heightens when the sun comes out after rain
I love looking up at the stars
I love that I’ve been through a serious relationship
I love that there is so much more I have to learn
I love people I feel comfortable around
I love that I have a best friend who’ll be there for me no matter what
I love that I have no idea what’s going to happen next
I LOVE THAT I LOVE
I hate that my mom can’t leave our house without going through more pain that I’ve gone through in my life
I hate that my friends ditch me and tell me to my face that it was nothing
I hate that I have so much schoolwork
I hate that I have to worry about college
I hate that I have to leave everything, because as it sounds good now, I know it will be so much harder then
I hate that I have no one really to rely on to make me happy
I hate that I rely on people to make me happy
I hate that my favorite cat died
I hate that my weekends consist of nothing, and when I try to invite myself places, people tell me nothings going on
I hate that I’m not one of the people to call and hang out with
I hate that my brother is depressed, and hides it
I hate my family’s anger problems
I hate that people talk about that kid in school as “a freak”
I hate the way some people act towards other people
I hate that I don’t understand so many things
I hate that I have no idea what’s going to happen next
I HATE THAT I HATE
My mood has really been all over the place in the past few weeks. I don’t know how to feel. Its just overwhelming. Ah life is crazy. I shouldn’t complain, really I shouldn’t. I really don’t deserve to. Who knows whats next?
I love music that brings up my mood
I love music that makes me cry
I love music that gives me Goosebumps
I love that I’m taking three music classes
I love that I’m playing Soco Amaretto Lime with Micah at guitar night
I love that there are people there that care about me if I’m sad
I love playing Mario cart during my free periods
I love my schedule this year
I love that I took gym
I love playing frisbee
I love that I am farther ahead then some people as far as college goes
I love that I have the knowledge that things can get better
I love that things have gotten good from being bad
I love my job, and my pay
I love cooking
I love how amazing this past summer was
I love that I go to woodbury every Monday night
I love that I have more confidence in myself than I did 6 months ago
I love that I can talk to my mom about anything and she’ll listen to me with open arms
I love how much my mood heightens when the sun comes out after rain
I love looking up at the stars
I love that I’ve been through a serious relationship
I love that there is so much more I have to learn
I love people I feel comfortable around
I love that I have a best friend who’ll be there for me no matter what
I love that I have no idea what’s going to happen next
I LOVE THAT I LOVE
I hate that my mom can’t leave our house without going through more pain that I’ve gone through in my life
I hate that my friends ditch me and tell me to my face that it was nothing
I hate that I have so much schoolwork
I hate that I have to worry about college
I hate that I have to leave everything, because as it sounds good now, I know it will be so much harder then
I hate that I have no one really to rely on to make me happy
I hate that I rely on people to make me happy
I hate that my favorite cat died
I hate that my weekends consist of nothing, and when I try to invite myself places, people tell me nothings going on
I hate that I’m not one of the people to call and hang out with
I hate that my brother is depressed, and hides it
I hate my family’s anger problems
I hate that people talk about that kid in school as “a freak”
I hate the way some people act towards other people
I hate that I don’t understand so many things
I hate that I have no idea what’s going to happen next
I HATE THAT I HATE
My mood has really been all over the place in the past few weeks. I don’t know how to feel. Its just overwhelming. Ah life is crazy. I shouldn’t complain, really I shouldn’t. I really don’t deserve to. Who knows whats next?