Devastation vs. hope
It was all so surreal. It had been a long time since I experienced something this... I had forgotten such evil exists. Why do I get shut out so you can create your own hell? What is it you saw in me to draw me to you even when I resisted? Then I fall for you... it isn't enough, you are always lookign for somethign better. What if I'm not the best? At least I would try to give you the world if you let me. I am compassionate. I wanted you to be real. I wanted you to exist. Your smile and eyes told me that I could trust you and that I was safe, but you knew what you were doing. It is nothing more than a game to you.
I know who you are - but I will never understand you.
I know who you are - but I will never understand you.