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I'm in the lions pit. I guess there are a couple of things I have come to the realization about. One high school is just good pr(public relations). Two A juggling act, but I guess thats life. And three nowmatter how happy and content you are it is only momentary. We are alone, at least I feel increadibly alone, I walk around with my guitar, and I am increasingly alone, I love guitar. But it is so different from human flesh, from a heart. I know this is prolly just some high school mood swing stuff, but sometimes I just feel so different from everyone. I'm just on another plane and I have this feeling that though people try to know, that noweone really knows. And I cannot rely on one if one is all I have. I Want to leave my house and go to hana's. Why are all of these family values being implented two months before I leave. I just feel entirely alone right now. (maybe If I were like kate moss I could fall through the cracks in the floor)