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So thats the saddle I've fallen in love with...After some hard thinking, I've decided to return to my western roots and just have Kole trained to be a really solid trail horse cause I'm going to enjoy that more than thre frusterations and hardships of competing. Now...its just finding the money to buy this saddle. Its gonna be cheaper than the ones I look at in the stores tommorow though so I don't know...
So today was...interesting...this girl contacted me and said she loved luke...oh man that was hard. Lifes been pretty rough for her I guess and it made me feel guilty and sad...She says she cries all the time about him and when she sees pictures of us together and whatnot... but what could I do? And then she told me about all these things that she's done to herself and now I don't know what to say...oh my gosh. Its kinda hard to deal with. She says she loves me too and gosh its so weird. Its almost straight from the My best friends wedding script except that julia roberts really hated her friends fiance... and I'm not his fiance...Its weird too cause with my personality, I normally would get on the defense about her right away and not like her...but I don't feel that way and I do want to help her...Its all just so crazy. But I got to tell her about god. Theres a word for that. Where you tell people to believe in God cause their life would be better with him than without. Its on the tip of my tongue but i can't think of what it is! Dangit. So I suppose our meeting or whatever was a good thing...
School tomorrow. Blah. I don't know if that worksheet for government was due but I grabbed the wrong book and I didn't do it...uh oh... oh well. I kinda like going to history cause I get to talk to katie, I really like her alot. She has a fun personality and she's not afraid to talk to my brace face. But then work after school...double blah! I better be on 200 thats all I gotta say. None of that 100 crap.
I want a hamster...and because I can't have one in real life , I adopted this panda instead...save the pandas!
Have sweet dreams lovelies.
Remember the rejects in times of sorrow....*whispers* move along move along just to make it through