ENOUGH!

[benadian]

I'm so fed up with hanging out with the same people every weekend doing the same thing, basically driving/walking around different places, watching people smoke, talking to people who may be cool but, let's face it, most of them aren't even in school and have no great aspirations for the future. It's really boring sometimes. It just feels like

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[ambiguousx]

that really has been the story of my life and i know exactly how you feel. it's fucking depressing.
and those people who seem very similar to your friends, i barely even talk to anymore. i couldn't relate to it anymore and i felt like i was living a meaningless and aimless life watching all these people drive around and smoke and get fucked up.
in any case i know how you feel, and since i'm leaving too i've cropped myself in a sense, of that negativity. it's quiet and weird but on the whole it's better for me. sigh.

eva

[keeplikeasecret]

drugs r bad mmmmkay, yeah, find some healthy people...meaning healthier minds and bodies...to talk to...you obviously can't make someone change if they want to stay the same so trying and attempting to urge them to change their views may end up failing...I personally could never change anyone that dramatically...just give them my opinion which they usually are ignorant and ignore :\ Bluh...its depressing and because it is you get depressed too, it drags you down. Youre depressed they aren't going far with the lives and youre depressed you can't do too much for them, i know how it is, it suckssss. I'm glad I've kept my distance from drugs and people dragged into drugs...I'd rather bike solo. :) Listenin' to music and such.....alrighty, said enuff here...peace bro

[quirky_rocket]

Hey Ben! I don't know how much you'll remember me since we haven't really talked since I was a senior, but yeah. This is Claire. I found your lj through Rebecca's. How's it going? Your latest entry doesn't exactly ring of unbridled joy. Anywho, I hope things get better and all that jazz. Tata.

[benadian]

HAY! What's up dude?? Cool to see ya on LJ... check out the new post, things are getting better. cya