ENOUGH!
I'm so fed up with hanging out with the same people every weekend doing the same thing, basically driving/walking around different places, watching people smoke, talking to people who may be cool but, let's face it, most of them aren't even in school and have no great aspirations for the future. It's really boring sometimes. It just feels like such a waste. I fucking did it again. Those same exact people. And nothing ever happens. I waste money, that's about it. Which I didn't do tonight because I didn't even have any money to waste. I have to find a new posse to hang with every once in awhile... maybe Soto and Piro and those guys will take me back in. Or I could hang out with Isaac, or Marty (well I guess that would be the same thing really) or somethin... I hate this! When your best friends lose their luster to you, because they've decided they have no future and they just want to hang around smoking and drinking. It's really fucking depressing. I'm going to college in 6 months, I gotta get back on the wagon.