your brains went black when she took back her love and put it out into the sun
I saw Eva at my school today. It was weird, because Christina said Eva would be there... and I was kind of looking for her and then on the way to math class I saw her just entering the school going to the CJSA open house... and I was totally flustered... and David and Craig were right there and I was just going like "that's eva!!!" and Craig was like really loud "EVA?" and then she turned around and saw me... I think... and turned back around and kept walking. And that just made my heart wrench. I didn't even say hi or anything. What is wrong with me. I was just so affected by that incident throughout the rest of the day... I cried through the first 10 minutes of math class and just sort of sat there feeling stupid for the rest of the time. At least there wasn't really anything assigned. I was supposed to work on this essay project thing that's due in a couple weeks and I was hoping to work with Mike but of course today he got set up with Brendan so now I don't have anyone to work with and that just made my heart wrench even more.
Mrs. Paganini didn't care for the "Live Bees" song :P but she appreciated that I was able to put it together. I tried to do some research on The Residents in photography but eventually I just started zoning out and by the time the bell rang I felt like I'd been in the classroom for around 3 or 4 hours.
I finished reading "A Doll's House" for English on my own this evening, I just got done with it. It's so relevant to my life right now. Just like how I was hoping "something wonderful" might happen after what occurred two weeks ago yet instead of it just going back to the way it was before I feel like there's been a total role reversal. Plus, now I'm an asshole.
Oh I forgot to mention I joined the Gay/Straight Alliance at my school. I am now one of only four members, all of whom are heterosexual. It's kind of sad really. At least I got Craig to be in it.
Mrs. Paganini didn't care for the "Live Bees" song :P but she appreciated that I was able to put it together. I tried to do some research on The Residents in photography but eventually I just started zoning out and by the time the bell rang I felt like I'd been in the classroom for around 3 or 4 hours.
I finished reading "A Doll's House" for English on my own this evening, I just got done with it. It's so relevant to my life right now. Just like how I was hoping "something wonderful" might happen after what occurred two weeks ago yet instead of it just going back to the way it was before I feel like there's been a total role reversal. Plus, now I'm an asshole.
Oh I forgot to mention I joined the Gay/Straight Alliance at my school. I am now one of only four members, all of whom are heterosexual. It's kind of sad really. At least I got Craig to be in it.