getting there slowly...
well, im in Swindon again, i got my room looking fairly cosy albeit a little disorganised. i have had Ferret over since yesterday, hes been a real star and been looking after me and helping me out. I also want to thank everyone else who has been really supportive to me, especaily Boo and Matt, you been great. I have been so surprised about the amount of people that want to help me, i expected everyone to label me as a drama queen and forget about me.
I did a bit of retail therapy yesterday, i got the special edition of the new razorlight album, funny that album really speaks to me in my situation at the moment especaily with songs like kirby's house, its going to be one of those albums that sticks with me for a long time i think. I also got shameless series 1 on dvd for £6.99 which me and ferret were watching all night last night.
Matt is going to also take me to the cinema to see pirates of the carribean in a few days yay.
Its funny, i think im slowing getting over this a lot quicker than expected. Im still not sure what to do about my 21st birthday though, maybe just maybe if i feel i can i may ask dark and co if we can go with the orginal plan for the party as Matt said he may be able to drive me and ferret down there for it. but i dont know if it would be a good idea, we'll see.
one last thing, who needs love? not i. i got my mind on other things
I did a bit of retail therapy yesterday, i got the special edition of the new razorlight album, funny that album really speaks to me in my situation at the moment especaily with songs like kirby's house, its going to be one of those albums that sticks with me for a long time i think. I also got shameless series 1 on dvd for £6.99 which me and ferret were watching all night last night.
Matt is going to also take me to the cinema to see pirates of the carribean in a few days yay.
Its funny, i think im slowing getting over this a lot quicker than expected. Im still not sure what to do about my 21st birthday though, maybe just maybe if i feel i can i may ask dark and co if we can go with the orginal plan for the party as Matt said he may be able to drive me and ferret down there for it. but i dont know if it would be a good idea, we'll see.
one last thing, who needs love? not i. i got my mind on other things