well ok

[ben_scratchwolf]

i admit i got myself into a bit of an extreme panic. Anyway my parents sussed out exactly what was wrong, my word they are clever!! I was just talking to my dad about my situation and it really helped to be able to talk about stuff like that with him and he was really understanding. Im going to remain in the fandom via MSN but im still going to distance myself from the meets and the situation i got myself into. so i still wont see any of you for a very long time but i will still be online occasionaly at least and i will come fully back into the furry scene when i am less fragile. For the time being though im going to just concentrate on getting out of debt and getting back on track, save up some money then in year or so maybe i will try again and find myself a flat somewhere.
Whatever doesnt kill me will only make me stronger