Avoiding Essay Writing
Yeha I should be writing an essay for english, well planning it or seomthing, ALL my work is in for Wednesday!
I NEED TO WORK
And turn this off
But hey : ]
This weeks, well last week has been wierd.
I realised something, well lots of different things!
So yeah, I learnt that i'm a pretty terrible person and I've been angry at people, without teling them lol and then jsut kinda bitchhing, but at the same time saying that I was an idiot for saying it because it's my fault.
So I was in a really bad mood on Wednesday because of all this stuff and I really didn't fancy school or anything.
So I bumped into Rose and we went for a picnic, which was fantastic, becuse we havn't actually hung out since like early summer 2006 so that was awesome!
Then Ryan and Bambi came for the picnic, Ryan went to work so about half an hour later we walked back to Roses then Phil came n we went to GX n had a few drinks in the pub, then Rose went to Dans and me n PW went to Ryans and drunk n played with his dog, then Michaela came and my Dad din't pick me up so I came back to Ryans n ate some pizza : ]
I went home n was sooo happy!
I then realised that I was jsut stupid for being upset and really, I had no right to be so I did what I do best, counted to three and was over it!
Anyway blah blah Kate's party was hench
People round on Fruday for drinks
Bobs on Sunday : ]
Sunday night, I had an urge to lsiten to The Cure and OMG!
TEARS OF HAPPINESS!
I was listening to Just Like Heaven
And the line
"Why are you o far away" she said "wont you ever know, that I'm in love with you, that i'm in love with you"
Realisation hit me and I was over whealmed with happiness because I've had that on a bit of paper since Lexi gave it me when I left Texas and I thought about her and jsut happy!
Then I decided that I don't stay in touch with people as much as I should, even people who are close to me!
So I need to get over my fears and go see people : ]
YUP!
So that's starting with Hannah if she ever answers her bloody phone!
And I'm going to see Sam in Easte rfor the first time in about...well since we went to London with Mika n Stephy, so fuckin years ago!
So yea, going to see Sam n i;m gonna try n see Luke n Boe before I go in September, I feel that before I leave the country I shuld at least say hi to everyone!
My trip's changed a lil atm too!
Amsterdam is no longer on the agenda, insted that's planned for 2007, august!
I'm also not coming back til May, wheras before I was gonna try n stop in London for a couple of days/a week, that;'s not possible now!
So I'm going from LDN to Rio to the other airport, staying til January with RaH, or in a hotel or wherever I stay lol, working on a farm or in a shop, whatever I can find.
Then in January, I'm flying to this island in the Pacific, I forget it's name, and hopefully meeting Jamie there for a week! Then me and Him shall fly to New Zealand and bum around, staying with family, Jess, Moffat's Dad's mate etc!
Or in tents haha!
FANTASTIX!
Then I come back in May, apply to college for my art foundation, and party my arse off!
WOOOOP!
Anyway yes
I NEED TO WORK
And turn this off
But hey : ]
This weeks, well last week has been wierd.
I realised something, well lots of different things!
So yeah, I learnt that i'm a pretty terrible person and I've been angry at people, without teling them lol and then jsut kinda bitchhing, but at the same time saying that I was an idiot for saying it because it's my fault.
So I was in a really bad mood on Wednesday because of all this stuff and I really didn't fancy school or anything.
So I bumped into Rose and we went for a picnic, which was fantastic, becuse we havn't actually hung out since like early summer 2006 so that was awesome!
Then Ryan and Bambi came for the picnic, Ryan went to work so about half an hour later we walked back to Roses then Phil came n we went to GX n had a few drinks in the pub, then Rose went to Dans and me n PW went to Ryans and drunk n played with his dog, then Michaela came and my Dad din't pick me up so I came back to Ryans n ate some pizza : ]
I went home n was sooo happy!
I then realised that I was jsut stupid for being upset and really, I had no right to be so I did what I do best, counted to three and was over it!
Anyway blah blah Kate's party was hench
People round on Fruday for drinks
Bobs on Sunday : ]
Sunday night, I had an urge to lsiten to The Cure and OMG!
TEARS OF HAPPINESS!
I was listening to Just Like Heaven
And the line
"Why are you o far away" she said "wont you ever know, that I'm in love with you, that i'm in love with you"
Realisation hit me and I was over whealmed with happiness because I've had that on a bit of paper since Lexi gave it me when I left Texas and I thought about her and jsut happy!
Then I decided that I don't stay in touch with people as much as I should, even people who are close to me!
So I need to get over my fears and go see people : ]
YUP!
So that's starting with Hannah if she ever answers her bloody phone!
And I'm going to see Sam in Easte rfor the first time in about...well since we went to London with Mika n Stephy, so fuckin years ago!
So yea, going to see Sam n i;m gonna try n see Luke n Boe before I go in September, I feel that before I leave the country I shuld at least say hi to everyone!
My trip's changed a lil atm too!
Amsterdam is no longer on the agenda, insted that's planned for 2007, august!
I'm also not coming back til May, wheras before I was gonna try n stop in London for a couple of days/a week, that;'s not possible now!
So I'm going from LDN to Rio to the other airport, staying til January with RaH, or in a hotel or wherever I stay lol, working on a farm or in a shop, whatever I can find.
Then in January, I'm flying to this island in the Pacific, I forget it's name, and hopefully meeting Jamie there for a week! Then me and Him shall fly to New Zealand and bum around, staying with family, Jess, Moffat's Dad's mate etc!
Or in tents haha!
FANTASTIX!
Then I come back in May, apply to college for my art foundation, and party my arse off!
WOOOOP!
Anyway yes