Dope Sick Birthday Blues
I was into a 3 day withdrawal for my birthday yesterday and I did and still feel like a piece of shit. I was too sick to even go buy my first pack of ciggarettes by myself. Theres something I've noticed about dope sickness, at least with me. Is that I can feel or sympathise the pain that other people are experiencing. It's really fucking weird to feel all of these emotions coming out of nowhere, but I guess that's the brain coming back to life from it's zombified state.
I've still gotta update my trip log, I'm too lazy to even write on LJ, which is so fucking sad. My current agenda is to make money to see friends in LA that will probably abuse me once I get there. It's throwing money down the toilet, but I've stood em up for too long and who knows, maybe I'll have alot of fun.
I've still gotta update my trip log, I'm too lazy to even write on LJ, which is so fucking sad. My current agenda is to make money to see friends in LA that will probably abuse me once I get there. It's throwing money down the toilet, but I've stood em up for too long and who knows, maybe I'll have alot of fun.