I really do love her.
I just realized that I generally post when I'm upset. But this gives a skewed perspective of what is going on.
The truth is I am happy. I've met a girl who fits me better than any other girl. She has mono and I can't get mono, so we have a hard time being away. I wouldn't wait this long for anyone else. The reason I'm HAPPY to wait is because she's so special. She's everything I've ever wanted. She is perfect for me.
I realize right now that I've never written a positive post about a girlfriend I've had while I was dating them. This is the first, that I can think of, that I've written that was positive about my girlfriend. I've never felt comfortable about any long term possibilities with the girl I've dated.
Always in the back of my head there was an end. Or, a LIKELY end (unless some MAJOR shit changed). With this Leesa, my girl, I don't feel that. I don't see an end. I only see the begining - a crucible of fire which burns away all the old into a new life, into the fulfillment of dreams.
She is cute. So cute. She is this teeny little girl. Five feet tall. I love that. I've always been attracted to shorter girls. She's smart. I think probably one of the first girlfriends I've ever had smarter than me. She's independent. She doesn't need me. She's HONEST! FUCK is she honest. She's sexual in the exact same way I am, and she wants me just as much as I want her. She's hot. SUPER hot. The HOTTEST I've ever been with. I actually feel really intimidated by her hotness. And she understands me. She's had a life of experiences that fit with mine.
I love her.
She's on the right. So fucking hot.
The truth is I am happy. I've met a girl who fits me better than any other girl. She has mono and I can't get mono, so we have a hard time being away. I wouldn't wait this long for anyone else. The reason I'm HAPPY to wait is because she's so special. She's everything I've ever wanted. She is perfect for me.
I realize right now that I've never written a positive post about a girlfriend I've had while I was dating them. This is the first, that I can think of, that I've written that was positive about my girlfriend. I've never felt comfortable about any long term possibilities with the girl I've dated.
Always in the back of my head there was an end. Or, a LIKELY end (unless some MAJOR shit changed). With this Leesa, my girl, I don't feel that. I don't see an end. I only see the begining - a crucible of fire which burns away all the old into a new life, into the fulfillment of dreams.
She is cute. So cute. She is this teeny little girl. Five feet tall. I love that. I've always been attracted to shorter girls. She's smart. I think probably one of the first girlfriends I've ever had smarter than me. She's independent. She doesn't need me. She's HONEST! FUCK is she honest. She's sexual in the exact same way I am, and she wants me just as much as I want her. She's hot. SUPER hot. The HOTTEST I've ever been with. I actually feel really intimidated by her hotness. And she understands me. She's had a life of experiences that fit with mine.
I love her.
She's on the right. So fucking hot.