the promise
Two promises rip me in half. One promise to stay. The other to stay away. Both lead me to fail. And I fall deeper and deeper. This sickness sickens me worse than any I've actually contracted.
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I'm lost. :( I feel like when I stay away, I'm failing BOTH. All I made was this promise. A promise I hope would make me special, but all I feel is weak. I feel like a weakling for not getting past the promise. For not breaking it. And this makes me feel even worse. :(
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I'm lost. :( I feel like when I stay away, I'm failing BOTH. All I made was this promise. A promise I hope would make me special, but all I feel is weak. I feel like a weakling for not getting past the promise. For not breaking it. And this makes me feel even worse. :(