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I am not a big fan of cryptic posts and I do not like ambiguity in my day to day life.
I feel like I am heading for a train wreck. I can see the flashing lights before me and the gates are down. The whistle, or everyone around me, is telling me to stop. Turn around and go back to the way things were. Or rather, keep on as things are.
This is not a good idea.
There is one person who would understand all this and she doesn't talk to me anymore.
I haven't had my stomach in knots for well over a year. Probably closer to two.
God help me not to destroy everything good.
I feel like I am heading for a train wreck. I can see the flashing lights before me and the gates are down. The whistle, or everyone around me, is telling me to stop. Turn around and go back to the way things were. Or rather, keep on as things are.
This is not a good idea.
There is one person who would understand all this and she doesn't talk to me anymore.
I haven't had my stomach in knots for well over a year. Probably closer to two.
God help me not to destroy everything good.