Extra Baggage
Iono dont just just kinda hate it when ur having a bad day and then all of a sudden someone comes and pours salt on ur wound?
Im probably just overreacting but meh it sucks.
Totally started off the day on the wrong side of the bed. Just feeling horrible.
A friend suddenly calls and asks if I want to go to Mitsuwa with them
Im all
u know?
I feel my spirits lift up a bit thinking man ok this is probably wat i need.
Go out with friends, cool off, and forget about crap.
Course its last minute and I gotta eat lunch at home first.
Mom said we had way too much food at home.
I ask for like 30 mins and apologize for making them wait. I rly did feel embarrassed askin for those 30 mins
But they said ok and that they didnt mind. they said they'd wait
So I hurry up and eat my food as fast as I can, run upstairs, get ready, and call back.
They already left and were already at Mitsuwa...nice..
Coulda at least told me that they were still gonna go at that moment even without me..
I really wanted to go but I woulda understood..
They didnt have to get my hopes up, lie, then tell me after that I cud still come to "just do whatever" and that is "if i wanted"..
Thanks a lot guys..
After that I just let them know I decided to stay home.
After all.. I didnt wanna feel like extra baggage any more than they already made me feel..
Whatever.. =/
~Beloved Star