Bonding with the parents
I feel bad for how much Ive been worrying my mother.
Ive been crying so much lately >_< and its making her cry.
But lately Ive sorted out my feelings and I feel a little calmer.
Im not sure what to do and the things I could do, Iono if Im capable of them.
So might as well start off at the very beginning.
Find my roots, remember who I am. Next figure out how I feel about things.
Then from then, just let time tell.
So now that I have an idea of how I feel, I dont feel as lost.
I just hope one day.. things can go back to they once were. Until then, Im trying to stay strong..
But yeah anyways, my parents tried to get me to go out with them as usual. I felt bad about all the trouble Ive been causing lately.
So I decided to go along with them.
We decided to watch a movie.
We saw .....
Beverly Hills Chihuahua! XD
SUCH AN ADORABLE MOVIE!
haha completely hit my weak spot for cute things.
And along with my huge love for dogs, I ways squealing throughout most of the movie.
Haha, even my mom who doesnt really like dogs loved the movie.
People say its a bit childish, but its not really.
Its cute but I dont think its just for kids =]
I looove Papi the brown Chihuahua with his romantic Spanish lines <333 mi corazon! XD
Charles and I talked about watching it bcuz we love dogs so much.
I wish he coulda saw it with us
Then we spent the rest of the night at Borders
Usually we arent there for long, but that night we were the for sooo long haha.
I got the 3rd volume of With the Light: Raising an Autistic Child (^^;; mom always thinks i get it cuz I plan to have a child rly soon haha) and a novel called Ripple Effect.
Its been a while since I read an actual novel. Ok well not including the Twilight series haha but yah.
It seemed really interesting.
The book is about a girl who kinda falls thro some kind of time warp that puts her into another girls existence.
Haha I guess the main reason we were the for so long was because I wa so determined to find a really good novel to buy xD
=| I really wanted to get a romance but none were 10 dollars.. ><;; moms rules.. haha
Then I helped mom pick out a gift for a 7 year old girl whos birthday is coming up soon.
We took like another 2 hours doing just that haha
o_o freaking kids have hella cool stuff they can buy now a days... things I woulda LOVED to get as a gift hahaha
Yeah but we ended up gettin her some cute manicure set thing LOL its cute :3
Tomorrow I have a studdy group with a few classmates for College Algebra.
We're meeting at Starbucks
But before I go I have to drop off stuff i borrowed at Charles's dad's house..
I miss them *sigh* I wrote a note for them to read and put it in the box along with the other stuff.
I hope they read it..
~Beloved Star
Ive been crying so much lately >_< and its making her cry.
But lately Ive sorted out my feelings and I feel a little calmer.
Im not sure what to do and the things I could do, Iono if Im capable of them.
So might as well start off at the very beginning.
Find my roots, remember who I am. Next figure out how I feel about things.
Then from then, just let time tell.
So now that I have an idea of how I feel, I dont feel as lost.
I just hope one day.. things can go back to they once were. Until then, Im trying to stay strong..
But yeah anyways, my parents tried to get me to go out with them as usual. I felt bad about all the trouble Ive been causing lately.
So I decided to go along with them.
We decided to watch a movie.
We saw .....
Beverly Hills Chihuahua! XD
SUCH AN ADORABLE MOVIE!
haha completely hit my weak spot for cute things.
And along with my huge love for dogs, I ways squealing throughout most of the movie.
Haha, even my mom who doesnt really like dogs loved the movie.
People say its a bit childish, but its not really.
Its cute but I dont think its just for kids =]
I looove Papi the brown Chihuahua with his romantic Spanish lines <333 mi corazon! XD
Charles and I talked about watching it bcuz we love dogs so much.
I wish he coulda saw it with us
Then we spent the rest of the night at Borders
Usually we arent there for long, but that night we were the for sooo long haha.
I got the 3rd volume of With the Light: Raising an Autistic Child (^^;; mom always thinks i get it cuz I plan to have a child rly soon haha) and a novel called Ripple Effect.
Its been a while since I read an actual novel. Ok well not including the Twilight series haha but yah.
It seemed really interesting.
The book is about a girl who kinda falls thro some kind of time warp that puts her into another girls existence.
Haha I guess the main reason we were the for so long was because I wa so determined to find a really good novel to buy xD
=| I really wanted to get a romance but none were 10 dollars.. ><;; moms rules.. haha
Then I helped mom pick out a gift for a 7 year old girl whos birthday is coming up soon.
We took like another 2 hours doing just that haha
o_o freaking kids have hella cool stuff they can buy now a days... things I woulda LOVED to get as a gift hahaha
Yeah but we ended up gettin her some cute manicure set thing LOL its cute :3
Tomorrow I have a studdy group with a few classmates for College Algebra.
We're meeting at Starbucks
But before I go I have to drop off stuff i borrowed at Charles's dad's house..
I miss them *sigh* I wrote a note for them to read and put it in the box along with the other stuff.
I hope they read it..
~Beloved Star