oh, hey there
I haven't written on here in a while, been busy. Still busy. Lots of mood swings lately, I don't really know what's up with that. I've been emotional, a little. Upset a lot. Brooding and dwelling on thoughts and the like. I think it's the lack of outside time. I love to just walk places, or sit outside with my notebook or readings for class... lately it has been too cold, or snowy, or rainy. I need to go to the gym more, I am a billion pounds overweight. I wish I had more friends to do stuff with. I never realized how much I relied on Amanda to do things with me and fill my free time until she had someone else to fill her free time with. I am going through a period of homesickness as well, which isn't helping. Lots of exams and assignments coming up. I'm sure this won't be pretty for a while, but I'm sure I can pull through it. I always do.
Besides all of that depressing nonsense, pep band is going well. I am going to see a movie in a few minutes, Men Who Stare At Goats. It is playing for free at my school, so why not? I hope I like it, I've heard mixed reviews. You know what I do like? Ocean's Eleven. Just watched that for the billionth time yesterday. :-) I am going to see if I can donate plasma on Friday. Hopefully I can, I would love to have that extra money every week to buy clothes and food and things I don't really need. :-) Mainly some new clothes. I get invited places sometimes now - not a lot, but more than never which was how often I got invited to things before this year - so a nice dress or two wouldn't hurt. Keeping my fingers crossed. There are 14 inches of snow on the ground right now. I fully intend on rolling around on it a little tonight before I come in to take a shower. Yes, I am a five year old. I'll have a bow on while I do it, just to prove that point.
Also, the saved draft function of LiveJournal, for when you're typing something and accidentally click off the page, is my saving grace on this site. Otherwise I would've lost many a lengthy LJ post.