mindblock
I am still unmotivated to work while at work. I feel a little bad about not working as hard as I should be, but I don’t know, these delays are getting to me. On top of that, the light by me is making this rubbing/vibrating high pitched noise. Doesn’t encourage me to be any more productive than what I am now…
Michele called me on my lunch break. Alexis graduates from elementary school (5th grade) tomorrow at 7:00. The agenda for tonight is to get her a little something so that she feels extra special. I guess she’s pretty angry lately. She’s mad at the people in her class for hating their parents. She doesn’t understand how people can hate their parents when they should be lucky they still have both of them. She told my dad that it bugged her a lot. I can tell she misses mom a lot. They had the closest relationship of all of us. I don’t know. I feel like I should be there more. I don’t know what to do. I like being in Jackson but not the work I’m doing. I’m waiting on a lot of work and it would be easiest to not work and stay at home with Lex until my machine actually arrives.. but alas.. my finances… I can’t afford not to work. Doesn’t that suck?!?!
Michele called me on my lunch break. Alexis graduates from elementary school (5th grade) tomorrow at 7:00. The agenda for tonight is to get her a little something so that she feels extra special. I guess she’s pretty angry lately. She’s mad at the people in her class for hating their parents. She doesn’t understand how people can hate their parents when they should be lucky they still have both of them. She told my dad that it bugged her a lot. I can tell she misses mom a lot. They had the closest relationship of all of us. I don’t know. I feel like I should be there more. I don’t know what to do. I like being in Jackson but not the work I’m doing. I’m waiting on a lot of work and it would be easiest to not work and stay at home with Lex until my machine actually arrives.. but alas.. my finances… I can’t afford not to work. Doesn’t that suck?!?!